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Friday, September 23, 2005

i am back.
well .
kinda long time i did not updated
i am now on my pathetic week hoilday

i bet no one cares too .

Monday.
- lunch at fiona's house .
nice tom yam soup
went to town
took neoprints.
kinda nice hang out with them
well . they are . kerine . meichiew. grace . fiona. bernard

tuesday
- all about project
till 12midnight

wednesday .
- went back to shatec to hand up project
slacked a bit in the library while waiting for grace to touch up her project
came home . high fever

thursday.
- all abt work
woke up at 5.20 . gosh
cozi muz reach ngee ann poly main gate by 6.45
damn far
i was late . coz i alighted at the wrong stop
went to convenction centre
well . it was some MOE Work Plan Seminar 2005
meichiew : kerie juz now saw her teacher
me : ohh . confrim won;t see myteacher
the next moment
LOW ENG KEE appears . with mr nath
OMG . i run for my life
haha.
and i saw ms winnie tan ! . so happy to see her
it ended at 7
coz i waited for vincent's brother to come as one lorry is not enough to squeeze everything
alrights
then met sayhao.
well . this is kinda the first time .
someone called me to meet me up . coz i happened to sms him abt something and then i told him i was working at ngee ann
went to makan at jurongpoint
yesh .haha. we started our suaning session again

friday ( today )
- recieved a phone call yesterday saying i need to work
well .
met meichiew and grace at woodlands mrt at 7
waited for vincent
and saw sijie . bernice . eileen . cool .
i miss all of ur to the max . although i realise we really drifted apart .

went to revada . it's company outlet
ehm .
3 of us became packaging department staff
we packed like 2000 mealbox. and it was someting like bento meal like that
but it is in plastic
and sometimes we have to carry one box coz theyforgotton to put a item.
well .
and meichiew and i . almost performed stuns
coz the floor is so slippery . and our shoes are ehm . office shoes .haha
and we like . going to slip anytime and on our hands are mealboxes.
lala. pack pack pack
went off the nan chiau with . vincet's brother . Robert and a partimer - Andrew.
well . kinda sad lah . coz was like kinda alone.
haish.
i know i am a bit of . ehm . aunty like . or rather a bit of girlish
but i am trying my best to change .

the teacher in charge was so naggy can
it was some colours awards for north zone
and i saw mr sim . mr ramesh. mr ben chew and those awards winner lah.
and i set up the V-VIP tables.
haha. only 12 pax . CHEY! .
and no aircon
well . i was in myblackpolo tee and long pants
and my shoes . my precious shoes . now got winkles ! . smack myself.
and kinda fed up with the northview prinipal
GO AND DIE lAH . uwant all the table to fill with food for wat ?
then all never eat.
haha. and withthe limited variety
using the same food . i changed placement .haha
the female teacher from north view was cool . at least she speaks nicely to us .
mrs lee i think .haha

hmph .
missed the gathering .
well . no comments . i think they are much more happier without me

and when the V-VIPS came down.
i got a shock in my life again
among them was LOW ENG KEE !
screams ! . luckily it wasnt in a aircon hall
orelse . i will be in my white shirt . black pants . leather shoes
and the red vest and bow tie
helping them to place napkin when they sit down . and serving them
SCREAMS . i can;t imagine that can.

well . they lobang me till YCK mrt .
suddenly i realise.
my life sucks
really sucks.
don;t ask me why.
i juz need someone to talk to
or rather . sometimes i find staring at the tv and laughing is kinda fun.
and i juz finish a packet of korean maggi mee.
slurping it as loudly as i could and giving out a AH ! when i drink the soup
it kinda reminds me of those old days in malaysia .
when i eat maggi mee with my late uncle

i realised . i lost interest in food.
i don;t know why.
i skipped my lunch and dinner
and breakfast was juz one small hotdog bun with 7-11's mash potato
actually did not wanted to eat the korean maggi mee
i juz dunno why . i lost interest in food .

i simply hate myself to the max.
can i juz disappear from this world .
when juz now i was nan chiau.
sch bell rang. student come to canteen
or rather some was in class
i really reminds me of my lower sec days.
the days where band room still did not open daily .
staying back after sch . running around.
i really really miss those days.

sometimes . i realise . i kinda like . ehm . sad songs.
as in . singing it out loud . yesh . right now . i am singing it out loud.

hoildays will be gone in a few days time.
as in 2 more days.
the weekends

i am blasting this song by yuan wei jue xing
tian kong.
i reallyreally hate myself.
nothing can really cheer me up .
yesh . no one take note of my presence.
no one . no body.

Gone .

Y O N G T A H 10:23 PM

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