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Monday, December 13, 2004

went to jurong point today with farhana , charlene
oh yah .. accompanied farhana in the morning to
the NKF building to get her webcam

then ate halal food
banquet food court
nice .. sedap sia ..hah.

then went to causeway point
btw
i lost 1 pair of contact lens
monthly somemore
IDIOT !! .hah
one i wore ..then drop
the other one also

came back home
saw something behind the speakers
then WAHHH ..
it was my favourite tea case
it was actually a container for chinese tea
which my mother took it to contain those hangers for curtains
now she bought it out
the design is so nice .. and eligent ..
and i happen to saw one empty corner
and it fits perfectly ..haha

then talk to mum to see wat is still left behind
thought of the house again
can;t realli imagine in that i can still remember every single thing in that house
which ihave been staying since 4 years old
i realli miss that house
the part where i used to stay was sold
now i all the good memories can onli stay
every single corner
every little cupboard
every room
every drawer
the study room
the guest room
the maid's room
my uncle's room
my parents room
my room

the chinese painting
the chinese fan
the antiques
and also not forgetting the
If-u-break-it-i-will-kill-u ornaments

now .. all the ornaments are gone
the bigger ones
were given to relatives .expect the japanese ladies model

well , now i am telling my mother to go to guest room
if she is go back again
to open that certain drawer
the key is with me ..
for i hided all the ornaments that i broke
for i always open the glass cupboards
and play with them .. and when they are broken .. i glued it back
and hide it there
and i rearranged that certain shelf
and nobody noticed it
even the maid

and nobody enters the guestroom except me and the maid
who only open and closes the window everyday

i miss the garden
yesh
the garden full of flowers
and falling leaves
whereby i grew up looking at flowers and playin with them
and sometimes destroying them ..haha.
and also .. knowing wat are-the dos and wat are the don;ts

i can;t really imagine that i am coming to appreciate it after it is gone
there gone the good old days of the family
whereby we lived in comfort in that big bungalow
i grew up there , i was raised up there
i was being punished there , caned there
learn my piano there
being whacked for breaking the ornaments and antiques
and being forced to sleep outside the house gate for a night
and lots of things

i used to hate that house
for there is no computer there
for that there is not much friends there
until these recent years
when i wished to spend my life there
as i grew
i feel in love in spending my times roaming from one room to another
opening cupboards , digging out things
and arranging the ornament shelves all over the house
and arranging the ornaments to give the house a new look
and also spending times at the dinning room .. polishing the wine cups
and also creating new spaces for hiden ornaments to be displayed

but as much as i wanted to do all these
they are all gone
some of my favourite ornament are gone
they were simply too big to be displayed at my current house
well , i rather them to continue display themselves in other ppls home
then being threw away
and our famous flowers
were either given away
or died

and those big crystals lamps
which i broke the crystals in these recent years
which i manage to give back its shine when
i managed to climb up and polish it

mother manage to salavage as much things being taken away by our relatives who came to take our furnitures away from our house
now it is in the storehouse of the company
a office that nobody uses
should go there and see wat is left behind
and some may have to go
for things in 2 house can never fit into a house
that is filled with things now

well ..
kinda emo now

going back to school tml

goodbye house
goodbye rooms ..
goodbye every thing
all of these things will always remain in my heart
as part of my growing memory
forever and ever

all those days in that house are gone ......
in the big bungalow :
79 , 81 Jalan Belibis 7
Taman Perling
81200 Johor Barhru
Malaysia

i will miss every little thing
that accompaned me in my years there

goodbye

LYT was here ..wat else ?

Y O N G T A H 8:45 PM

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