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Sunday, July 04, 2004

Disclaimer .. : it will be a ..perhaps .. a entry tt i am juz venting out my anger ... Hmph .. to those ppl .. who can;t read on ..pls do not hesitate to leave ..Thx ...

This Is Juz a SIDE OF MY STORY

In a state of chaos ...

FriDay ..Chang call me ..at night somemore ...
Said .. why is benjamin dunno he is playin for opus ..
i was like huh ..
Xoz originally he is suppose to talk over hafiz part ..
and the problem is ...hafiz is not playin much parts ...
and .. there are 3 sec ones playin for the concert .. coz they are not enough ppl ... and mr tan approved it ...and .. so ?
if i continue to keep the part for hafiz ... sure a lot parts missing .. and mr tan sure will get angry ...
therefore ..me and charlene .. and siraj ..came and did a new allocation chart .. and ben is playing some accessories and someparts here and there...
I am realli fed up ...she said .. : so in the end .. uare the SL .. so is all ur fault ...
wahpengz .. so ur ben not SL izzit ... and also .. u think i god izzit ... i muz satisfy both MR tan and ur need .. wat is this ..
If i keep hafiz's part .. mr tan will jump and hit the ceiling ..
if i don;t keep Hafiz part .. u will scold me upside down ...

And she said .. Before mr tan left for Thailand .. he told marcus to take care and help percussion ..and marcus scared i black face .. please lah .. WAT U WANT .. i realli realli don;t understand

First u called me on the night b4 o levels Chinese.. to reprimand me for not doing my scores ...
Then u called MS chang to call me on the night b4 my O levels Chinese Comprehension .and ..

I am totally fed up .. I GIVE UP ... u will do the ensemble ...
since u want to do .. then let it ... be .. i can;t be bothered since u disapprove me way of handling ensemble .. and please .. if anything u want .. juz tell me .. and do not tell behind me back.. i have enough of u ...

Sat ...
Listening okok lah ... was in the class like 8.15 .. listen to classical music .. coz is Symphony 92.5 FM .. then 8.30 .. The GCE Listening Comprehension 2004 will commence at 9a.m.
Fiant sia ..haha..sleep a while .. in my own class .. the Sec 2A2 class room .. current 4C2 .. still remember how we all paint the class last time .. life was so fun tt time .. Chingay .. Formation .. marchin ... life in band was so fun .. juz a ordinary band member ...

then later went to do notice board . did some poster sticking @ band room ..
Marcus they all came @ 12 .. didn;t do ensemble i mean I ... wasn;t in a mood ... not wasn;t in the mood .. dunno wat to say .lah .. got fed up .. and also got a huge headache . coz didn;t get to sleep .. coz of yesterday;s incident

was like .. haiz .. talk to Tutti , Sakinah and Faree abt at happen ..well ... i think i am partly @ fault ..haiz ... ican;t play ..tt's it ... until now .. serious mr tan;s words still ring on my ears .. and my mind ... i juz can;t stop thinking of those WORDs .. if u CAN:T .. GET SOMEBODY ELSE TO PLAY. . do not BECAuse of u ..u pull the whole band and the section down .

until now .. i still can;t imagine tt ..haiz ...
is realli .. i dnno wat to do ...

I admit .. i am angry of marcus yah .. he is arrogent .. to wat i think .. of perhaps .. he dunno how to control his feelings .. i kinda esperience it .. when i was a assitant Qm ..or rather a ordinary member last time ..well .. kinda master the tecniques ..

But .. i juz can;t stand the manner .sometimes .. juz keep enduring ... even he open the library himself ... and took the conductor score out .blahlbahlba.. i said nth ..well ...

juz keep enduring bah ...

Went to SYF .. dunno why we missed out marcus .. ** dots ** ...
all thought he was on the other bus .. coz this bus got Chang ..so he muz be on the other bus lookin after the rest wat
then all the nonsences ..blahblahblah .. he was on the bus liaoz

well. . in this band ... things are gettin out of hand well well .. to me ... CM messin ur my library .. sec one attitudes ..
6 juniors ... with some arrogant and so blurblur ...

Kinda wish tt i am back in time ... in sec one .. in bowen .. Chingay .. all the happy time .. playin my beloved Cymbals ..hah..
Cheng Cheng Cheng ...hah...all the sweet old memories ..hah...

back into Realitry again ...

Saw Chang went to the back to talk to machee they all .. hmph .. wonder wat is she talking .. juz know it as i am typing this entry ..well .. i can be .. wat i say i will mean it ..
But look at the other side .. as part of this family .. this big OPMB family ..we come so far together .. ( wat song is this huh )
u think i want to back out of OPUS concert .. NO .. but .. i realli can;t stand it anymore .. with all the reprimandings .. all the demoralising tt i get ... and also the problems in studies .. at home .. i guess if i have the choice ..i will end my life now .. i am serious .. jumping down of the 14th Floor .. will u die .. of coz ...but .. i will not die in Singapore ...never ..never ...

But i do not want to be Michelle Tong no .2 .. i treat OPMB as part of my life ... tt;s it ...yah .. like wat farhana said ..ms chang ..she will cancel the concert ...coz of me ? u think i want it to happen . no ... no.. no...
but .. i juz sux .. can;t play the mallets .. and i definetly can;t come for the 3 practices .. why ...how am i going to do my homework where they all remidials till late ? u tell me ..
I serious cannot come ARG ...

well well ... stop abt this thingy lah...

SYF 2004...
is kinda more like National Day Parade this year .. jets flying past .. lalla .. the bands .. can;t hear much ..coz is noisy and we are at the side ..can;t even see the formation shape ..haha..
Bowen lost ...haiz .. .poor Derrick ..
To Derrick : Cheer Up K ...
U are the Best ..heehee ... is ok lah .. Bowen will come again next time ...OK .. will be there to support yah again .. and also all the best for yah Coming Exams next week ..

Deyi got the best DM .. first time sia ...oohooh ..heehee ..Tk stillgot the best band award ..The Combine Band changed uniform .. is nice ..the tall hat ...heehee .. i think in Singapore onli they have this style ...

Then finale TK infront of us .. the imagine .. got 8 piccolo ..wahpengz. .. told sakinah and a lot of ppl
Then Qianru was there .. she do a action ..hah...we are saying .. imagine .. 1 nightmare .. wat is 8 ? hah.. somemore whole row sia ..faint... with qianru .. the Kallang Stadium can collapse .. imagine wat with happen to our Beloved OPSS ? ..hah. Beloved SOmemre ...hah

Back in the bus ..lalla.. Sorri Sylvester .. i didn;t purposely..
sorri .. is all my fault again ..everything is my fault ..

Was cracking with tutti , Shichie , Chester , Cherly , Annettee and Charlene .. espcially the peirce ..got a bus of peirce beside us .. laugh like siao ..all the way back to opss ...
Then the gloves no ppl want to take back.... i ask .. who live near.. hands shoot up .,. u bring home ..hah...Annettee volunteer ..she said .although mine got hole .. but i will not change ..hah...

went to Np with Charlene and Annette .. to eat ..hmph .. Yonoshima.. dunno how to spell .Salmon Bowl .. nice nice ..hah.
came back home .. tt;s all folks ....
and yah .. in bus ..someppl call me and charlene ..prank call ..
end up told them .. everybody started to prank call tt person .. mass calling sia .. end up ... is Darlyn .. stupid sia ... tt sebas ..miss lead us ....was fun btw ...

Well .. kinda imagine ... wat am i if i am in SJAB tt time .. juz coz a moment of anger .. i am in band ..tt;s the truth .. i came TO opmb .. coz of fun .. juz anyhow but my name .. hah...tt was sec one ...

Well .. is all my fault ...Sylvester .. the percussion ..the Band. .is all my fault .. Banging MY headon the keyboard ..

// IT IS ALL MY FAULT //

Y O N G T A H 11:41 AM

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