Monday, June 28, 2004
I am realli realli hurt ...well .. i am juz useless ..
I am totally hurt , depressed ...
Although like wat Carol said in my Friendster : I could stand up after i fall ..without help ..
But i think .. this time .. no more liaoz ...i am totally hurt by wat Mr Tan said juz now ..
Every Word , Every Sentence ...juz peirce through my heart .. it is bleeding now ...non-stop ..
I can;t believe that .. i am such useless ....i am the person who pulled down the entire section ...
First from happy mallets to this ....wat happened to me ?
I used to be proud of me able to play mallets .. my best achivement in life ...the fondest memories of me playin songs and music on it ..
And now ...i have been throwed into a deep valley ...
Never be able to climb up again ... never again ..
Never .. mr tan's word ..every word , every sentence is still ringing in my head .. and ears .. i will never be able to forget it the rest of my life ...
MR Tan : YongTah ...Please look into ur parts ..
Me : Hmm
Mr Tan : this allocation chart .. proves that it is not effective ....and it is very useless ...
Mr tan : ..did u realli practice .. u are pulling the whole band and the whole section juz because of u playin the mallets ..
If u can;t play .. let others play ...
and i hope that u will not pull down the whole band juz coz of u .and also the whole section ...
It realli realli hurt my heart .. i am totally devasted ..haiz ..
tears came to my eyes .. but i tried not to cry ... trying my best to control my tears ...
But .. i cried the moment i enter the bathroom .. on my own .. cried like nobody;s business ... am i realli that useless ..
I realli can;t believe that .. but i have to accpet that .. it is due to my poor leadership .. percussion is in this sad state of affairs ...
and i dunno how am i going to face OPMB , MS Chang , MR Tan , the committee ... and all my sec 4s band mates .. i am totally ashamed ...
I am realli sorry benjamin ...i am a useless SL .. i spoilt and distory wat is builded up over the years ..
I am so sorri .. i didn;t know tt it is all coz of me ..
Never never i will imagine that i am the real curprit ..
sorri Ben ..sorri to my juniors , Siraj , Charlene , Jannah ..
Ur SL here left a pile of mess ...which is created by me .. for u all to clear .. and for all the critisment that u all have to face ..
i am sorri .. i am totally ashmaded by myself ...
Y O N G T A H 7:51 PM
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[ name ::: Loh Yong Tah ]
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[ bday :: 26-09-1988 ]
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